Shoot me please.

[cheeriosoutcast]

So this is my little rant. Since I can't keep my journal in the house anymore >.>'
Moving on
:/
I feel like crying.
Sometimes it's for no reason.
Others...
T-T
I'm tired of hearing how much
of a screw up I am.
I miss my girlfriend
I think both my parents absolutely hate me
and I just
I miss my counselor
I miss my friends
and the way things used to be
and as much as I keep telling myself
that I do have a reason for being alive
I keep coming to dead ends
T-T
The only person keeping me here is a billion miles away
T-T it's like having thorns being repeatedly stabbed across your chest ;-;
it hurts to breath sometimes
but I guess thats normal
I'm surprised I haven't randomly plopped on the floor
because of my families weak heart issue

I'm waiting for that day
were everyone just realizes how much it hurts
how much every damn words burns in my skull and tears my heart apart
Holding it all in is slowly getting to me
I've cried myself to sleep almost every single night this last past month.
I cant cry during the day :/
Not in front of people then they'll think I'm weak or something
T-T it's the last thing I need right now T-T

Anyways .___.
I think my rant is over now
I can at least sleep with that off my chest T-T
Now if I can just talk about other feelings that keep killing me T-T

[AngelicDemonsCreeds]

You can talk about anything when it comes to me! I shall stay here to help you get stuff off your chest! And I don't think anyone is weak for crying. Actually, the fact that you've held all this in for so long is amazing. Most people break under the pressure. -nods

[Calista]

I'm so sorry love. I'm trying to be there for you, I really am. And I know that it's not easy, I really do. The last thing you need is me to tell you how to make it better, because right now I don't know how, and really there isn't anything. The most that I can say is that I love you. More than you could ever know.

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